Bad luck...

I have been going over and over exactly how to write this next post. With a wedding on Saturday and an Engagement on Sunday this was a very sensitive time and subject, one that I want to address however wanted to wait to do so on my own time schedule. For those that may not have heard my husband and I miscarried Friday afternoon. After our little one measuring a little small we were due for a check up around the end of the month. Thursday I was feeling off then after a few complications we went to visit our doctor. He assured us that this can only be chalked up to "bad luck". Statistics say that 3 in 10 babies are not carried to term.

For the clients that I saw this weekend, whom I probably discussed Baby Osborne with please know it was not my intention not to tell you... However the occasions we were there to share were just too important to be tainted with bad news. Weddings, celebrations and ofcourse engagements are such happy times and its your day. I would never in any way want to interrupt that. Please do not feel bad for asking. I appreciate your wanting to know about my life and my new addition. Laura I wanted to thank you for the beautiful card. You and Daniel are an amazing couple. I am lucky to have met the two of you as well. The things you've said touch my heart.

In addition to working this weekend my husband and I had the chance to sort out how we feel, be there for each other. Our drive back from Steamboat took us through Rocky Mountain National Park. Surrounded by the changing leaves, driving among the clouds and with the man who is my rock, my everything, my life... I found peace. If there is one lesson I have learned in this life it is that everything happens for a reason. I believe this and I put my faith in God. All is not lost, this truly is just "bad luck". I know that there is a plan for our family and I can't wait until it unfolds.